Seeds of kindness

Nonsense?

In our lives, there are too many nonsense things. Seems the only thing we can make sense is just alive. Of course we will experience something meaningful and cheerful, but some things, even known nonsense, we still think about it years and years, just don't want let them go, while some things, we know them important and significant, but ignore and postpone them again and again... Then what's the sense to be alive? I'm not a pessimist, but always feel confused by the hustle-and-bustle life.

When we feel frustrated by those unrealized dreams, what's the power and strength encourage us to continue the primitive lane way? Are human beings always the creatures of vanity?

Last night, there was an exceptional address given by contemporary great architects Tod Williams and his wife and partner Billie Tsien. At the ending, beyond the issue of architectural design, the remarks made me feel awake," never chase to be covered or super hero, you should be aware of what you are doing, you are create something longer than your life." Architecture is not philosophy, but i can find a little bit answer of confusions.

Blur

"Why do you want to study Urban Design?" Instructor asked me."I want to find a special way to intergrate all my working experience, then move on a new way for future career, but now, I don know myself neither..." That's true, even myself, at this moment, don't know which way should be my future. That's also why I'm here.

Something is in dark, i'm blind; but something i can feel it, even if it's still blur, at least, i do be serious for the dream, for the moment, Although i know secious doesn't mean a ticket for anything...

But what's the reason for people are far away from hometown like nomad, like migrant birds? What is the truth of dream or future? Is there always some reason of stimulation to chase or reluctant to see? Anyway, take a journey, is not a bad idea for taking a breath. As to the future, maybe wait to think about until it comes.

Blur, is a beautiful statement.

Yellow

Yellow, is one of my favorite songs by Coldplay. As the hottest popular British band currently, they composed many songs well known, but I never feel bored by this Yellow.

At first couple of days after my arrival, there was a storm come by. With sudden cool raining, I missed Guangzhou, the city where i have ever stayed for four years. People are always complaining about her disorder, but i feel more and more the truth that it is exactly her personality, a tolerant and relaxing place.

There is never ever a city i have met where i could do some shopping at twelve o'clock in the evening. With all the funny people i had met, we went to plenty of funny places. Now looking back those funny concealed places for shopping and entertainment, it's a little bit sense of black humor.

Now, all the things are called yellow.